Samhain

Though my mother was not a wiccan, or a pagan, nor particularly Christian in her spiritual affiliation, she often would send quotes, blessings, and reflections based upon the equinox, solstice, and for a time, she would send out thoughts around Samhain (pronounce Sow-ain) - The celtic new year. This, in their tradition, was the time of year at which the veils between this world and the next were the thinnest - so to speak.  She always encouraged me to send extra prayers, thoughts, and wishes out to my ancestors and elders who had passed, to ask them for guidance, wisdom, to express gratitude, and to walk in a quiet reverence for all that had come before me...
The trees here in London are just starting to give into their fall boldness just before the shedding of leaves.  NH just received the mother load of snow to give an upbrupt end to fall.  Em has been working at fever pace to get all things out of our apartment which we loved so, in preparation for the full beginning of our life here.

I keep getting news of friends, loved ones, and colleagues that are being dealt life-changing hands - not in the good sense.  And tomorrow will mark the passage of the second year without my dear friend and brother Burg.  I am trying to remain steadfast and hold the light for all those who are in various shades of darkness, yet I find myself tender and frustrated that I am at a distance from so many - having a new awakening here when it seems most of those I know are in shadow.  This is a tough one...

So, as the veils are thin, I ask for the guidance, wisdom, humor, and heart of my mother, grandfather, great grand parents, and my dear Burg to help me hold the candle and all the love, hope, perseverance, determination, and soul that can exist in that tiny flame - for all of those I love struggling.

Blessings and love to you all!
J